Oh lord~

I won't mind any barriels that i am facing all this while on me but please LORD. Please strengthen my father's heart. Help him been able to live a longer time, because i really had lots of mistakes and debts i haven't and couldn't pay him yet. Lord Please give me some time, please help him to go though all sort of critical stages and so on. I'm feeling scared this time, before this i'm such a cold blooded person without any fear in doing stuff. I'm sorry. I couldn't give this a bet, i just lay his life on your hand lord. I'm placing all my trust onto you LORD.