why?

bored.. tired.. felt defeated.. not ready for studies then got affected with relationship problems.. i hate this feelings.. really couldn't describe what is my current feelings now.. always i tell myself to put those stupid relationship stuff aside but still it will come back and if i go for it.. i'll get hurt or something even if she's not my girlfriend.. lol.. 1 day i must throw away my books and start learning how to be a socialble man.. i need it really.. too must stress will defenately get me several A's in most of my subject but at the same time reducing my time in enjoying with friends and the person i like.. well basically i wont mention who is the person i like but its obvious for my real life friends.. they knew it.. but i'd prefer better on my bestfriend.. since she's got a bf now and changing her career into working in an office, i believe we'll sooner or later loss contact with each other.. well i can say that without her, i might loss my sanity long long ago.. so.. yeah.. she could be someone important to me.. As for the person i'd like.. hmm.. yeah.. i like her but she sometimes seems to like me too but sometimes not and i just knew her half a year.. maybe i need to understand her a bit more longer b4 i tackle.. if she is still available in the future.. talk about my studies, hmm.. Finally only 1 subject i got the highest but its just a simple test.. it's my macro.. i scored 99 and is very satisfied with it.. as for the other subjects.. i need to work harder on it.. then for my sports.. i've joined my bestfriend and her friends that group and he told me that i improved a lot but unfortunately my exam is coming so i refuse to follow them for badminton.. family problems.. well usually nothing much till recently.. my mum felt sick and i still doesnt had the mood to look after my parent's business.. she told me to change another business but Hello? i'm still studying in diploma level how do you aspect me to think of a long term business for you now? she sometimes treated me like a kid as well.. and i was like WTF.. up till my friend Ian, he has recruited me in his dancing group.. i think the reason why i joined his group is for chasing girls i like but hmm.. seems like i always have an unstable answer whether i like someone or not.. but for Ian so sorry that i have to learn dancing a lil bit later.. will work really hard.. Till now, actually i thought i know myself well but not at all.. what is my future goals? of coz being rich and have my own family with my own house and cars.. well.. thats everyone's answer.. but i mean maybe my job, relationship, attitude, likes, dislikes.. etc. everything has made me gone crazy.. i told myself since i was form 4 that when i grow up i'll be an accountant then said businessman, then now? no idea.. i told myself that i will like someone but do i really like her? cant answer. i told myself to control my bad attitude everything but why? i still will act like that sometimes..

15/11/2011

wow.. what a day.. it's not only my newsletter is told to be redo but i've seen a snake just now.. wth.. didnt know wat to do but by the time i brought a broom.. its gone.. now that i dunno where it go everyone is worried about it.. Snake ah snake.. dun play hide and seek with me now == just let me kill u and its fair.. here's a MV.. nice song.. the voice had made me feel a lot more relax..

Busy November - december

this will be the most busy month for me.. i have to complete 2 more assignment that is ITS(individual and group). too bad i couldn't handle it well until i have to give up playing badminton on december.. But it's ok.. because i myself didn't even know if i really like to play badminton or not.. my CEO of our badminton group,stanley kept encouraging me to join.. He is a good couch haha but too bad.. and wow.. 1st time i heard someone saying my hair looks nice - i mean the curly hair i had after perming.. and yeah that is Janice, haha b4 this i'd think of pulling it straight back but now hmm.. looking forward for my assignment to be done.. you see Janice is funny, she is looking at share, she wanted to play that and she find me to play along haha.. of coz we r not rich we'll play RM100 (50 from her 50 from me) haha i wonder how will it end up but i'll give it a try.. Just waiting for her to do the research =p thats all for my life so far.. Next week Macro test 2.

Unforgetable 11.11.2011

Today is Gloria's Birthday and i didn't aspect that i'll be this excited.. even more excited than the birthday girl.. haha.. Maybe it's my 1st time doing so many things.. 1st time i drive out with friends, 1st time send ppl home, 1st time let the worker at Shell's station LC, 1st time manage to swim while breathing and more.. Haha.. it might be common for most of u but for me.. i never experienced so many 1st time in my life so i appreciated it very much.. Especially in such a Epic date 11.11.11!! haha.. u see.. i thought today's plan was just hanging out for a movie or having lunch at anywhere special but we end up swimming at waterworld.. althought the equipment there sucks but with friends, it's fun! later then.. some of us go for the 2nd round that is having dinner at sailor's cafe.. although we r allowed to use the closed section part.. it was very beautiful.. but the portion of the foods there has reduced to half the actualy size.. Now wat attracts me in Sailor's is that it doesnt charge service charge and also government charge.. so its cheap and worth it eating there.. haha.. i really thank God for having so many friends there.. i'll keep myself up and try to catch up with them as soon as my assignments r done.. my plan is to finish everything tomorrow

7/11/11 Christian Fellowship Camp at kundasang

talk about the past few days.. 3/11/11 my bestfriend, janice celebrated her birthday at Chocolatte Factory. She planned to stay up till morning with us but who knows she end up getting drunk before mid.. i also felt a bit dizzy that day but i'm not drunk.. But i never wish to join them again.. this is a place like hell to me.. and next 2 days it was my camp.. [5/11/11 - 7/11/11] we went to kundasang and i've taken tons of beautiful picture about Kinabalu Nature.. It was really a memorable memory to me, i love to hang out around with friends and at the same time receiving the gosspel from Joshua(organiser of the camp). He was a good speaker, on our 1st night in Bundu Tuhan( place we stay) he gave us a tremendously meaningful preach and that night have influenzed and change many ppl's thoughts.. He was a really blessed child of God and i wish i'll be like him someday. For what he have thought that night i will not be able to list out any of it because it was really a long story, u can ask him.. Besides sharing of the gosspel, Joshua also did organized as much activities that he could for our trip so that we dun felt boring.. he went to a few place around kundasang that is Kinabalu park, Sabah Tea Garden and Hot spring at ranau. I believe most of us enjoyed ourself there. I also manage to met a few new friends there. 1 of them is Daniel, brother of Gloria. And he is the 1 who saved me from stepping on a snake. haha.. after all, i'm unsure if my heart r still at there.. Bundu Tuhan is a place, i can say.. even without air con/ even fan u can feel the breeze from time to time or in other words its cool 24 hours.. I don't even felt like going back but still i need to go back to KK.. Now welcome back to my stressing life.. And i'm going to work harder now in my studies in order to cover up my family. This morning when i just got back my mum told me a plan.. she said she wanted to sell our house off here and move to KL and start a new life there coz our business aint running smoothly now.. Dang but for me, i will never wanna live in KL.. althought i only have a few friends here but i never will like KL for most of the people there are aggressive. Let me be aggressive and not u haha. Thats all, i have to write my newsletter report, as well as english oral script, also ITS exam, assignment(individual),(group) i hope i manage to go though all of this successfully. =)
Oh and for the pictures i took i will show all of u next time when i'm free again.

Doing part of my english oral presentation

While working on my english oral script of "Effects of coffee" i accidently got through this topic
Have u ever wonder y coffee is better than woman?
now girls, look at this website which explains why =D
http://www.buzzle.com/editorials/2-26-2002-12208.asp

Next, Happy Deepavali to everyone especially those who r indians =D
Today i went out with Yeoh Chen for movies and pools at Centre point. It was a surpise that from what we see is, today is Deepavali day rite? but the chinese seems to be more than indians in the shopping mall.. LOL XD
here, we've watch 2 movies that are "The Thing" & "Hong Kong Ghost movie" PS: forget the title of the hong kong movie. But yeah, these 2 movies sucks lol.. i waste rm14 and my time on these. The good outcomes is i improved my Pool's skill. All thanks to Yeoh Chen haha, i beat him anyhow but not all games. Later then nothing special and we got home :D

Bad day for me

today 21/10/11 friday used to be a beautiful day for me but i have no idea if i'd ruin it.. Just now i plan to go for movie with Crystal but the better than nothing cinema at megalong said we r 2 so they cant put the show on.. oh wtf.. then we got our refund and as i'm abt to go home i almost got an accident coz of that ninja king in front of me zz.. maybe it was my 1st time doing side parking today.. then as i got home, the road just right in front of my house got flooded == and not just that for today, when i switch on my toilet light it couldnt function as well.. zz i wonder wat will happen next to me.. maybe right now updating blogs and surfing net and suddenly no current? == talk about the better outcomes for me.. If i were to try my last chance in chasing a girl i dunno wat will happens lol..

Update abit

Recently i realised that i always use the word outdate. haha. And the more i say the more i realised how outdate am i.. so i'll update abit my old picture its probably a picture taken 1 month or few weeks ago. I really wish to keep myself up to date as much as possible haha

Macro Test 1

It was a tough test for me.. i thought i've read everything but yet i still had some minor mistake which it leads to 5 marks of deduction.. argh.. i dunno when will i ever have the chance again to aim 100 marks lol.. but another good thing for me is that Gloria, my toughest competitor in studies. Unfortunately got 1st blood with some mistake too XD (Evil me) i was about to fall into that trap too if i read the question properly.. but thank god, Jesus covered my eyes so i didnt see that haha.. well coming up we'll have more assignment and things to hand in. i hope that i can manage everything completely and perfectly of coz

Updated :D

This coming monday will be my Macroeconomics test 1.. i hope i could score well in this subject.. well, PMR just got over.. i was stress around that week so din get to wish my friends gud luck in time lol but i believe they had much preparation already =) today 14/10/11 is my dad's birthday as well as Deborah.. Actually i suppose to be playing badminton with my friend Janice and vivian today but due to some arrangement problem that i couldnt manage i end up refused to join Janice they all. It was bad that i felt guilty today.. not only to Janice but also Yi Yi and Ian who provide transport to me.. they r good for waiting me while i'm buying present.. Btw i wish to work harder on my sports coz i got the last in 100m -.-

A new life

Ever since i passed my JPJ yesterday i started feeling a whole change right now.. lesser stress just on my studies i have to work hard for my 2nd sem.. my 1st Sem was doing great 3.75 CGPA =) hmm.. i was thinking if i could quit my game as well.. although i knew its impossible but i'll try.. hmm..

i'm being frustrated.

i calculate this month today is 14/9/11 and out of this 14 days i hang out with different groups of friend for 8 days.. then i sum up my total expenses which is rm246 == and i havent been doing anything usefull.. i feel that i'm a useless person with no goals to achieve, lazy person, not a good son, so and so.. i've been spending my mum's money like that instead of finding a job.. why will this happen to me? oh i wish i wont.. well i have a lot to talk about.. 1st of all.. my unexpected chess competition after my exams.. then another chess competition after the week which i spent lots of time practicing and get the 13th place only == The loss of my close friend's dad that he passed away.. makes me wanna spend more time to make her happy.. always get money from my mum with open hands == never find a job during this 3 weeks of sem break.. wallet being stolen everything i have to pay penalties.. it wasnt a good idea that even my JPJ re-test is on 19th sep which is the 1st day of my college sem 2.. i dont wan to miss so much.. oh well.. the best thing of all is that out of hundreds of TARC student i'm almost like 1 of them who doesnt get my results yet due to the intranet password error.. wth? did anyone tell me i have to check my results through intranet other than getting it from my mailbox? why? why all this happened to me? i didnt even help my parents in their shop.. everytime hang out or stay at home being feeded like a useless people.. All of the sudden i felt really huge guilt.. last night went out with Janice, my close friend to make her happy then end up overnight at her house.. i hope she will be happy.. later then i have lots of plan again maybe even tonight and tomorrow and friday and saturday.. then sunday if my car instructor is good enough he might wan me to learn driving but i told my old chess coach that i will go to lido practicing chinese chess.. well everyone has their story.. some hates him but i found the pity in him.. Am i a good listener? it seems that i'm like a good listener but i couldnt solve my problems well.. haiz..

Bad News

this sem break i we out with various groups of friends and of coz i also spent lots of money.. now in my pocket i left rm11.. my wallet was stolen, so does my ATM cards and it was yesterday. My Bestfriend, janice told me that her dad just passed away at 4.25am that morning 5/9/11. His dad was a really good and friendly person. He suffered from and unexpected liver cancer due to taking too much supplyment that ppl say will get stronger or healthier.. It was all fake!! well, so this morning i got a text msg from her. She said she will be at fook lu siew till night time. And Thank God, i really thank him so much that i found some money from my savings.. i was dull at 1st when i thought i have to give money when i have just rm11.. so now i have to work hard in my next coming competition held on KKHS.. Although the reward for getting the 1st place was only rm200 i will work hard for it. Hope god will take good care of u uncle.. U will have a better life at a better place i wish

Lesson for me..

Today was the last day of my chinese chess(sabah&sarawak) competition. I end up with no. 8 place which is Rm50 only.. well i lost more than i gain because this morning i lost my wallet in a fucking coffee shop.. Because today most of the shops at Gaya street area were close coz of Hari Raya and i found a coffee shop then when i was reading my chinese chess book i put my wallet on my lap then my mum told me to change table. This is the moment where i made the best careless mistake ever!! i left it on the chair because i was over concentrated on my chinese chess book.. then Here comes a bitch who stole my wallet.. he then sat on the table we sat awhile ago with his wife.. then as soon as i found out my wallet was not with me i started to be very frustrated and i told my mum.. then of coz the bitch realized it he then said the food they ordered is abit slow then they say they go otehr coffee shop to eat.. then i started to suspect him but i didnt dare to blame a strager if he is the thief.. but now i regreted for not checking him well.. u see in my wallet its Rm77 accurately on cash i counted last night, 2 ATM cards, 1 Debit Card, L license, new sim card, member cards, Ic. Actually i planned to use these money on movies after my last match of chinese chess competition but who knows i will meet this bitch.. my mum told me not to curse this bitch but i dunno wat to do i wont curse him much.. i cannot control my temper and if i ever get the chance to see him, (i cant swear) but i will defenately punch him on the bitch face till he become a piece of shit even he lost his mind i wont care.. eat my punch _!_
Later on, i told my friends i couldnt join them for movies and stuff and got disappointed but good thing they understand me =/ then after the chess competition i quickly make a police report but u see.. its Hari raya and even i get the report i still need a Rm2 resit from police office.. and shit.. i have to wait till friday.. so how can i retrieve my Ic and all those banks stuff in time? == my mum subsidized me Rm100 but i dun feel like wasting it.. i have to find part time jobs bt i also need to have my Ic and car of coz.. my license havent renew and havent get the P yet.. zzz really couldnt imagine how cruel is this bitch.. so now i'll be working hard on my chinese chess since i'm having sem break now and nothing to read i will go for my chinese chess and earn some money =/

The day after exam 26/8/11

finally finished all my papers.. many of the subject i got disappointed thanks to some wierd format.. 1st time i see account which ask theory for 18 marks and 1st time i do QS easiest question until 1-0.00000000000000397-0.00000000000000417 and more and answer = 1.. so i got mad i leave it blank the whole thing 10 marks gone == i was hoping i can score 4 A but my english coursework mark was low as well..
Problems i'm undergoing now is a lot.. 1st is regarding my chinese chess competition.. tomorrow yea 27/8/11 is the 1st day of my competition(sabah & sarawak) and yea.. i havent get ready and still on the gaming mode.. i got addicted to games back when my exam started == and it sucks really a lot.. next, i have just reaceived a text msg from my car instructor which he is calling me to renew my "L" license which means i will have to go for JPJ again anytime.. thirdly, wat will i do during my holidays? i wish to have a job which can help me to earn some pocket money while its holiday.. i wan to buy present for my friend but i dunno how to pass it to her though if i bought it.. she's rude == hmm.. another thing is that stupid darryl yong jia xue he owes me Rm20 and havent paid me for like months.. wat the F i hate to be ppl's debtor.. and KKHS chinese chess competition is also having on september i heard.. well.. i'll be joining and hoping i can meet some old friends =) Just 1 word for everything.. Sucess! i dont wan to fail any single thing.. i will 1st start with that RM20 ==

Penang trip + mom's birthday all in 1

Penang is a nice place but in some places such as the roads.. nah~ the car all very "long sei" the food is better than KK food abit.. and.. yeah~ actually there are more photos taken in penang but all in my sister's phone.. coz my HP isnt that good.. i'm looking forward for a HTC hopefully i can get mine soon :D

16/8/11 tuesday

Tomorrow is the 1st day of our TARC exam.. Of course i am nervous about that and still i don't have the mood to study yet.. i manage to read some "Hubungan Etnik" and so i hope i can pass this subject.. I was a bit disappointed on my English language that cause me from lossing interest in studying because i expected that i would score and A's in english all the time but who knows my coursework mark i get was low..
Oh~ this month i'm really busy :S because i have 5 papers of exam then JPJ on the same date with 1 of my paper and after this i also participated at the chinese chess (sabah & sarawak) competition - east malaysia.. Only God can help me now.. Another thing i wish God will help is that i have a particular close friend of mine.. her dad was told that he had a lung cancer but he never drinks or even smoke and she told me that she thinks that the causes of that disease is from consuming too much health product.. so just to remind all of u try not to consume those makai health tablets coz it may cause side effects.. uhmm.. thats all =)

Stress/confuse?

next 2 weeks i'm having my final exam for 1st sem of diploma in business admin.. I can see everyone is stressing abt their subjects and so do i.. but i'm gonna hang out today(saturday) with my old friend, janice. hmm next week i'll have a family vacation at penang for 4 days. U see.. how steady and i.. another thing is that i'll be having my JPJ re-test on the same day with my Accounting final's paper.. This is wat i'm stressing abt.. hope i can manage everything easily.. i need God's help. hmm.. i never knew that the girl Christy i liked b4 still has 99% same attitude and character like i do. She's now staying single and studying really hard for her PMR =) like wat i did in my B.A course but the only bad thing she had on me is that.. she treat me really bad.. maybe like few months or half year i'll find her once then get pissed by her and we stopped texting.. i'll most probably focus on my studies now~

back to the old me :D

hmm.. for any of my friends who r concern abt me.. i decided to give up boy-girl relationship.. i hope i wont mention those anymore =) itu amy like her ex so i just have to give up =))) yesterday was saturday.. Obviously.. i mean we had 7k and korean dance competition at warisan too.. so after running 7k.. we(aquarius group) terus walk to warisan and support our friend ian khoo from JLY group.. he dance really well but i guess he lose because of insufficient members.. or else he'll probably get the champion i guess.. this guy is talented, my classmate :D hmm.. so.. i met lots of old friends during 7k & at warisan.. the most scary part is a girl who looks really similar to christy.. :o its its she then means she changed.. but i guess not? 50/50% =p btw.. am still waiting for Ian to teach me dancing.. =/ i've been waiting for him for so long..

Hard times..

Having a hard time.. maybe its just me.. i'm jealous that the guy with some sort of nickname "Mcc" keep finding her.. b4 this he went to chocolatte factory, pulau and many places with her.. i was like.. WTF == she told me she doesnt like him bt y do she still keep in touch with him? she always ignore when i ask this.. there must be some problems here.. or maybe i should find other girls and see how she feel.. She wouldn't understand me well.. well at school she is good to me hell yeah~ but at home? late reply~ this and that..

Amy =]

Yesterday 30 jun 2011 i confessed with her.. but she din accept nor reject me cz.. i know i told her i'm a playboy >.< that time i find all sorts of reason because i'm afraid to get into a relationship.. but now.. i regreted for saying those.. so now.. we r still good.. i can see that she likes me too bt she scare i play her =o so i will use some time to prove that i'm not a playboy now ;))

Onn!!

haha gonna go for her soon =P but now having more stress.. have to study + learn driving.. today i just found out Hubungan Etnik wasnt as boring as i thought before. In other words, i'm getting interested in that subject o_O lol.. but my Qs isnt going really good.. it wasnt hard to understand but its hard to get the correct answer xP
ok.. back to study~

have a look =)

Both r good and rare.. 1 have a boyfriend and another doesnt.. both have almost the opposite characteristic.. this makes me hard to choose.. any opinion which 1 i should go for? >.< (2 is better than 1)

Aquarius champion

On the Orientation night our group eventually just got the champion.. i'm proud of it =D after this night, all of us got to split.. we will have no more practices together anymore =/ but i'm sure we'll hang out again someday..

huge trouble

Here comes the moment to choose again >.< i used to put 100% on my lil pigs.. But just now i just found out actually there is another girl who is very independant.. she talked a lot with me b4 QS class starts and it also made many ppl misunderstood.. zzz
I really see that girl very kelian la after she tell me her "xin xi" oh btw.. just now after having dinner at "fu yuan" we actually went to U.K Funfair with our Aquarius members.. Had lots of fun.. there's a part.. the 360 degree that 1 i dare not sit but that crystal.. she got no fear at all lol.. zzz bikin malu saje.. after that we went home and its 11pm

good/bad?

everytime when i wan to change target, something sure happened and makes me change my mind lol.. this girl called crystal is so cute haha i think the longer i be with her there more childish i will be.. haha.. she told me she dnt like the king and queen practices cz always let him "bok mong" but she cant do anything =/ so do i..

zzz

everyday see king and queen practice make me feel sick == i see her keep letting him touch here and there makes me bu shuang.. wtf zzz~ i wan to change target now~ haih~ test coming, orientation night coming.. everything all coming zzz..

so yesterday~

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes[end]
so yesterday after school i went to megalong to have my haircut accompanied by her :D
was happy because i told myself last time(how i wish i can hang out with a girl around megalong) haha and i just knew that my dream came true xD i talk kinda lot of rubbish stuff with her tho but later that night got embarrassed at msn >.< cz i used to find her at msn but the real owner was her friend.. so.. zzz was pissed.. then this morning.. as usual.. we din talk anymore D:

Chinese chess competition

yesterday and today i went for chinese chess competition. So couldn't attend my college classes .. I thought of giving TARC a surprise for bringing a trophy to school but who knows.. i accidently lose to a noob == and end up getting number 3.. I get to win many pros(many get number 1 b4) but i lose to a noob zzz wth man.. then when i reached home i got gastric.. But also have to thank God because.. i only started preparing for my competition on friday(meaning less than a day XD). it's the prayer who helped me =)

[Vietsub] Fiction - Beast / B2ST

Fiction o Fiction~

Just like k-pop recently.. haha becoz it looks cool xP oww.. Today got stress because there r so many assignment chasing after me and i have to hand it up by next week >.< my accounts work is a lot to do.. I was told once again to redo it because of citation and sources of reference == but when i went to practice just now, my stress was released. This is nt because the dancing part that made me feel better but i saw that girl with the panda eyes LOL.. she always sleep late but i slept later than her always xO but still she looks pretty tired today until she dnt even have enough energy to dance just now.. haha (was laughing in heart) just now to keep my image xD then when we went home, i played tales of pirate with her.. It was fun playing on her haha.. i sort of tricked her for a few times in game just now haha since she is new and newbt, i got the opportunity to bully her =P Well but wat i can see is that she is a fast Game learner LOL.. not bad huh.. and surprisingly she listened to me today to switch off her computer today haha(she used to leave it on 24 hours) cz i told her if she didn't switch it off, she will get lagged in tales of pirate for the rest of the day.. So in order to get a smooth game for tomorrow, maybe she decided to follow to wat i say :D she is cute lol..

A great day

This morning i was exhausted because my QS homework hasn't done and i'm late for class.. well.. many great things happens as well haha.. my class r as cute as usual filled with cute friends.. the bad news is when i reached my class.. many of them has finished that chapter of homework and with this in mind, i feel bad cz i used to be the most hardworking student in our class and right now.. Just a lazy pork xD So instead of waiting my QS lecturer to kill me i quickly do my QS.. At the same time my Microeconomics lecturer just arrived xO GG.. lol but later on after school i manage to finished all my microeconomics homework and that QS chapter 3 too!! :DDD except the bloody Hubungan etnik == Besides that, today i just heard that my friend Ricky was a pervert and he is more pervert thn my friend ,Nip lol.. i was surprise and ogui lor the queen confirm habis x.x oh.. after school i went for a quick practice and then had dinner with my group members(Aquarius), we went out really very often.. i guess we should be counted as 1 of the most sporting groups =P had lots of fun with the queen today (awwww ^.^) and thats it..

Shopping

Today went out shopping with mom and finally bought a nice outfit but i haven't found my glittery shirt yet haha.. I bought it at the price of rm101 =x heart pain lol.. Hopefully no 1 else bought the same outfit like mine lah.. thats it =)

a Conversation with a piece of shit

i dont know y i love to write abt some dialogs in my blog but i just couldn't stand a dog talking to me.. well pls read carefully in our conversation.. my dog friend, Clarence yong trying to sell me some bitch products but failed and started argueing with me..
Clarence: u study where?
me: Tarc, kk
u asked again.
C:forget bah.. many ppl de mah?
me: where u study?
C:KL.. y dun u go KL de?
me: KL bad lol
C: see ur self de mah
me:wat course are u taking?
C: automotive
me: KL TARC, have automotive?
C: no la.. at other college.. your TARC many leng lui score A 1 rite?
coz all is score A(bonafide) de lol!
me: no i dunno them.. huh? wat is bonafide?
C:support center lar.. u hear score a is other de...
but bonafide u never hear de la
me:i now have TARC CEL also like score A.. can E-learning
C:study importen.. but money also la...
lol! we is 3years old till A level...and for everyone..
u jz tarc de
me: TARC = high standard already
well if u r hardworking.. all these E-learning r rubbish
C: u say rubbish? but now many country using e-learning.. after few year who dun using e-learning is rubbish lor.. must pandangan jahu~
me: lol E-learning is for rich and lazy ppl
if they r too slow n also cant catch wat the lecturer speaking in front
then they need it
well if u said that its that good
then y not u try it?
let me see your results.
prove to me u get 4.++ CGPA
C: r u ok?? now i automotive.. not spm..== i now is doing business ...
me:LOL then the product u saying doesnt even have business studies subject and u promoting it?
u say can reach till A level
adui
C: ==
me: keep it up. i know u wanna sell your product desperately
C: i not going to sell .. i jz find partner
me: lol dude for my opinion u should focus well in your studies now and u can earn x10 the money u earn now in the future
C: can u earn 60k in one month after u finish ur college??
no need lar. 4k seja
me: can u earn 60k in a month right now?
if yes maybe i swear i'll jump down from 14th floor building
C: digree can get wat?
but u belive or not got a go can do that??
me: your sales assistant job can earn dao how much? maybe my penny
C: use 16 month
i no need sell.. but earn 2k in my 1st month
me: LOL.. by cheating others money huh? 2k is nothing
C: a girl use 16moth to become a millionar..64kn per month .. believe mah??
me: well lets see in the future
a girl
u can also say is a girl
she is 1 in a million
and r u 1 of her
she can cheat so many ppl to earn that much but can u?
C: use ur OTAK lar
me: how many A's do u get in your SPM?
C: r u ok or not?? if SPM i know this i sell to u liao lor...
me: "u ok or not, u ok or not" only u know ==
C: u jz will think negative think..
me: thats all u got
call me use my otak
my brain is better thn u x100 times
i can think further than u can
C: ok then we see lar.. who can think...
me: k. keep going sell your bitchie products
C: i dun even talk about wat bitch..
i jz know u kind of golf
me: but u r acting like a bitch now
C: lol!! watch ur word lar boy...
i dun say u like that alos
also
me: kid keep doing your sales and earn your commission for the rest of your life
C: lol!! u still think got ppl sell like sot ka? stupid lar u==
open ur mind bah
me: u got no right to say i got no brain
open your mind lol?
tell me wat's your business
C: webucation
me: and wat do u mean by sell like sot
u know..
its even hard for me to understand wat r u trying to say ==
C: u go search 1st lar be4 talk about other
me: u have some problems with interactive skills?
search?
LOL u call me search for some influenzed kids language?
C: i no need communicate wif golf
me: well wat am i talking to?
a bitch? an idiot? nah
a nobody
a guy without penny? maybe yes
or a woman without breast?
fk a life dog
be a salesman for the rest of your life
C: wa ! i see so many word o..
GOLF
lol
me: lol b1tches can read words?
nono u r just guessing
go back to your kindergarten bitch school for furthur studies
C: ur like lar.. if like this can let u put over ur stress ...
golf forever is golf
me: lol i guess u've got no idea wat r u talking abt
it seems like u r the 1 having stress in selling your bitchie products
and when u failed to sell
u call others golf, where u r the role modal as a golf
C: haha! pls lar boy~ u teach ppl be nice.. but u always like this..== haiss
i dun like to u those words bah..
me: lol well use your huge brain to think
u r the 1 insulting ppl 1st
lol saying can u earn 60k+ per month after u graduate?
if that so then y is everyone studying?
wats the use when u can earn 64k per month right now
C: pls see back u words lar...dose i ue any bad word ?
me: well u r insulting ppl bitchie
C: dose i use that word to u?
ok lar.. i dun like chat like this o....
jz argue wif ppl...sien
me: then mind your words and i will be good
dnt try to insult ppl with that
can u earn 60+k after u graduate from degree?
it sucks really a lot
C: gegree confirm no!! but if u use business way u sure get it..
y u dun learn wif a sucess ppl?
me: tell me wat's your plan to earn 60+k per month now
its called successful not success
even english language u haven't mastered
zz
C: i know my english not that well..but i willing to learn. i learn every good things..
n i dun even say other bad thing
me: good. keep it up
i will learn from a real successful ppl
but nt from u of cz

stay popular bitch Clarence yong facebook link is http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1116054731#!/profile.php?id=1027454233
if u see this guy or even know him? show him your middle finger or give a fuck to him.. he is really an idiot but i cant blame for his stupidity.. maybe i'll pray from him

zzz

Yesterday i've checked an old friend's profile,christy. She seems to be down and emo. So i texted her and ask if she is ok but it end up making me mad lol.. She haven't changed yet.. still cool and unfriendly.. The worst part in her msg is that she told me "stop expecting or asking or saying stuffs that you dont know about me like you know everything about me." walao.. i was like what the fuck ._. i'm trying to be good to her and she end up wanna mess with me == thats it.. later am going out with my old gang of friends to buy cloths for my orientation night lol.. stupid jie.. she say bring me buy manatau called 2 more friend.. zz

Confuse

Today went to dancing practice at bundusan villa badminton court.. It was great to see the girl around where she should be going to king and queen practice but she joined us today ^^ But surprisingly, thanks to some guy who called the guy knowned as king of our group to come for practice.. and when he came.. he started dancing with her in front of everyone and that makes me feel sick == he keep taking advantages to touch her.. wat the F.. She got no choice since she was chosen to be a queen.. then when this king asked me to learn his MJ's steps, i kept telling him that i couldn't learnt but actually not.. U know the reason, not in the mood == then when it comes to korean dance(my dance).. argh sry but i shouldnt have mention so many stuff in detailed.. nvm forget abt it.. Then after the practice we went to CP for lunch then go suria.. and after that we send others home and mei yee, yi yi and i watched Kung fu panda 2 at megalong together.. we had our dinner at pizza hut.. haha well.. thanks to them cz at least they told me something i wanted to listen hehe..

tougher days

i did it!! i really did it ._. i've done my 1st embarrassing essay ever and it was my 1st english coursework tho.. i wrote abt a love story that was actually my story xD i modified some of it but too bad the time given was not enough for me so i simply make a noob ending lol.. don't know if my english lecturer will give me good marks or not haha.. In my college life i really did lots of silly stuff.. but i'm proud of it since it proves that i ain't as shy as before.. i dare to talk to unknown girls now lol ._. btw.. last night went out with Janice and oliver was bored as usual but idk y i still enjoy lol.. owh.. tomorrow we r going to have practice for orientation night again~ but my homework are not done yet.. U know.. i found that holiday is bad for me because i'll get lazy and secondly, i cant find lecturer to solve my several problems lol.. i havent started studying yet and i heard the exam is coming soon =.- this is bad.. oww.. BTW i found it college girls actually love hardworking guys lol.. many girl trying to get closer to me because of my homeworks xP bah thats it.

finally got my homework done

Today 23 may i finally finished my previous homework =D or not? i dont care haha.. was so excited i do so.. so now i can enjoy myself~ i cant start reading chinese chess books or study my other subjects =D I'm glad of myself that my interactive skills eventually just got better :D oh by the way, tomorrow there is a debate competition in TARC with the topic of "say no to drugs"/"come come lets have drugs"(nah i invented this title myself xd) it would be busy tomorrow haha.. thats it~

1st time Watching movie with new friends

Today my group(aquarius) from TARC planned to watch movie together.. we watched Pirates of the Carribean. It was the 1st time "that girl" hanging out with us around kk too.. hehe.. Today we went out since 1.30pm till 9.30pm~ kinda fun.Ops~ back to that pirates movie. It was kinda OK only because it was abit complicated but funny. Hmm after that we went to Centre Point. At 1st we planned to play bowling but of course we cant finish it in half and hour cz some of them got to go home early so we changed our plan to sing at Growball there.. the place was kinda dirty and the system isnt really good >.< after that we send "that girl" home and go makan dinner at lido. Additional:there is a question that girl asked me last night. She asked y do i look so quiet in real but while we were texting i talk so much =p but the reason is always the same, i wan face.. i scare i got ignored by her as well as her she say she scare i ignore her haha.. oh besides that, i would like to congratz to 1 of my bestfriend,Ang Vui Fung that he finally got his new gf~ haha hope this girl wouldn't play his relationship anymore. He is a good boy,good looking and loyal to his girlfriend type. Take note it was yesterday 21 may he got his gf wakaka~

keep going~

I'm glad that there r some replys on my Chatbox(meaning that there is someone who is reading my blog xP) but wat i wish is that u all will leave me a msg at facebook~ (elijahng0428@hotmail.com) we can be friends there.. haha or u can give me your link to your blog too.. hmm.. ok back to my story.. As usual, homeworks getting more and more and there r assignment coming up too~ i seems to be hardworking now because everyday i see myself non-stop doing my homework only. In this case, i get lesser chance to touch my computer, but still i love to leave it on when i'm away xP its called as "afk" haha~ i kinda dislike weekends cz i always get lazy on weekend. U see tomorrow i'm going to watch movie with friends again~ xP Leaving my endless homework and assignment at home,hopefully i can finish those in time xP actually I'm trying to make use to myself for handing in my homeworks and assignment as soon as possible but yeah~ sometimes i gotta play or i'll be nerd xP bah.. tml watch Pirates of the carribean hope its good.. The liang moi i mention previously also going hehe.. i'll be updating soon again b =]

Busy life in school..

hello all~ as i mention i'm currently a TARC student.. so i'm getting busier day by day and without realising actually i do love this kind of life lol.. U might think i'm abit insane but its really fun and good for my future.. everyday i have class as usual.. when i have free time i will go for my group meetings or practices for the orientation night but actually i just love to spend my free time there.. Just feel like waiting to 4pm only go home.. haha.. 1 thing i'm glad is that i've been meeting more and more of friends day by day =D now.. As a college students i must ensure that every homework or assignment that is given by the lecturer is done all the time but i still just cant help 1 course(Hubungan Etnik) its a hard subject maybe because its in malay version lol.. But i have no choice but to just take that course since i'm studying in local college =/
I'd set myself the time that every monday to friday i wake at 7+am and be in class b4 9am and go home at 4pm but without realising actually my schedule for wednesday(today) actually starts at 10am.. so i reached there an hour earlier.. and i was like.. oh shet~ but i couldnt blame anyone but myself for not looking at my timetable correctly haha.. well coming up next.. there will be lots and lots of homework and assignment so i hope i can still blog.. There is also a Chinese Chess Competition coming really soon.. i hope i can win the top 4 place.. haha cz i'm currently a jobless student so that should be my only way to earn come income for living xP Something i would like to share here too is that.. i met another dream high which i didnt aspected she would event exists.. she is sweet& beautiful and cute sometimes.. she doesnt seems like a rich kid,discipline,sporting,friendly,helpful .. etc. LoL but the only bad news is she is already taken =X so i was dissapointed awhile.. but its cool that god let me met this girl haha.. i can now replace her as a crush(a good example Crush) xP so hopefully my future GF could be better than this Crush =DD shh.. thats it.. wnt talk much or i wont stop talking >.<

14/5/2011 sat

b4 i talk abt today.. i would like to share abit abt my TARC life in kk that is 2 weeks ago. My 1st week there was called as the orientation week.. which some seniors will welcome all of us as a junior =] something i notice is that many seniors r pretty/cute compare to us haha.. we had lil talks during that week and some games.. At the game that part i'm really glad.. coz my team(aquarius) as 1 of the 10 groups won 2 times champion(explorace & mini challenge game) and 1 time the 2nd runner up place(treasure hunting).. we will receive our exclusive prizes on june 16,that is our freshie's night at le meridien hotel.. we also have preformance on that night.. so we r kinda busy practicing in our dance.. well i hope we can get the champion once more haha^^ as for the 2nd week.. our lecturer classes started.. it was going fine.. i love that life except on a course called "Hubungan Etnik" the teacher i forget his name was the 1st teacher who started giving us assingment to do zzZ.. Oh and in between i finally just passed my car law(45/50) was so excited lol..

ok as for today.. i went to bengkel this morning.. it was running as usual.. bored classes.. but then they offer us a 1 hour tutorial driving with our own tutor(instructor). My instructor is maybe we call it good but to me is bad.. he can teach but with his temper its hard for him to teach his student.. u know wat..? i almost fight with him just now but luckily it was just a lil argue =x ok thats it i'm home..

12/4/2011 tuesday

Just a blink of eyes we r now in the year of 2011 xD and i'm 18 this year hehe.. Big boy already.. long time din update my blog(i always mention this sentence each time i update my blog =P).. well i spent 3 months in PLKN and i dnt really like to talk much abt it.. its full of Malays,dusuns and more in my camp(Tambunan) but surprisingly i counted there is around 15% of chinese in the camp too.. had fun with them.. forget abt that.. at least i survived that training.. it wasnt hard but boring,dirty and its mainly just for those undisciplined ppl to join.. everyday having talks how to be a good person.. haha ok look.. i decided to study Business Admin in KK TARC.. but still.. i'll have to continue studying in KL for the advanced diploma if i could pass my test =p oh btw.. I thank God that my SPM results i get is good.. 4A,3B,1C,1D my D is history.. my secret is meditating some verse from the bible & i got it from an unknown aunty =) previously i have this bad habit like.. always couldnt concentrate in studying cz i always play games and got irritated by the tv sometimes.. but when i'm up to study i'll fall asleep really quick.. but after meditating these verse at least i dnt loss that much battery.. i can study like 1 hour a day and thats enough xD bah.. thats it.. i'll update my blog again next time.