5/9/09 tues

so long didnt update my blog d.. today i din go school.. haiz today can say as 1 of the worst day for me.. well let me tell u.. i've "biao bai" with the girl that i like today but she told me that someone got her 1st.. well i'm late.. or maybe its god's will but nvm.. i fail to getthat girl as my 1st gf again.. >.< kinda pissed for being slow.. but it cant help, and maybe most of the reason coz i'm shy and i also need to determine that girl b4 making a move.. ahh.. forget it.. nitez all